L I M B O

my life is constantly reforming, from years of depression i see a light, still in a grip of self harm addiction, but i have love around me and a way out. life is a struggle, but it is meant to be

I hate myself for it :( but those few cuts last night saved my life…..

ithinkimgoingcrazy asked: Happy birthday for tomorrow. I hope there is some kind of awesome miracle that makes it a pain free day.

Thankyou dear

IF THERE WERE ANY OTHER WAY TO EASE EMOTIONAL, MENTAL & PHYSICAL PAIN ~ BESIDES CUTTING ~ I’D DO IT

………but there never is

i dont want to kill mself..

but, days & nights like this…..one after another

make me want to die

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Tear me from limb to limb. that’s a great place to begin. The pain is destroying me internally & I dont think I can hold out it doing the same to the outside for much longer……

i am not me

blood spurts. scars. tissues. warmth. sting. euphoria. burning. slicing. relief.

body quivering in pain. necter of life, blood release, i need i need i need i need……

evilprevails:

i just want to do a couple of little cuts, just for relief

but its never a couple of little cuts, is it?

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evilprevails:

new blog.

evilprevails:

new blog.

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wish I could slice gashes into my cheeks

how sick I am. letting the dark seep out of my head to clear it.

blood is just so glorious. and tmj has ruined my day

fuck you, body