ithinkimgoingcrazy asked: Happy birthday for tomorrow. I hope there is some kind of awesome miracle that makes it a pain free day.
IF THERE WERE ANY OTHER WAY TO EASE EMOTIONAL, MENTAL & PHYSICAL PAIN ~ BESIDES CUTTING ~ I’D DO IT
………but there never is
but, days & nights like this…..one after another
make me want to die
Tear me from limb to limb. that’s a great place to begin. The pain is destroying me internally & I dont think I can hold out it doing the same to the outside for much longer……
i am not me
blood spurts. scars. tissues. warmth. sting. euphoria. burning. slicing. relief.
wish I could slice gashes into my cheeks
how sick I am. letting the dark seep out of my head to clear it.
blood is just so glorious. and tmj has ruined my day
fuck you, body